As 2009 comes to an end, I sit back and reminisce on how blessed I'am. I remember in 2008 praying for so much, and by the grace of God many of those prayers were answered in 2009. If I were to leave this Earth tomorrow, I can truly say I'm happy with my progress thus far. However like everyone else, there's still so much more progress ahead. That's what makes life unique within it self; there's no limit to eternal happiness - so although you might be satisfied, you can never be content. Always strive for personal improvements.

I had some skeletons in my closet that I promised myself I would patch up in 2009. Situations, apologies, and even regrets were the motivation behind me reaching out to several people I haven't talked to in years just to mend any negativity shared between both parties. There's no better relief than the relief that comes from reconciliation.

Watching life blossom from a young knuckle headed boy, to a more mature yet still learning young man is evident that if I can transform, then just about anyone can. I tell young men my age all the time, that the system may not be developed to destroy us however it's definitely there as a deterrent from the lifestyle that many of us can so easily be caught up in. I remember situations as a teenager where I knew the difference between right and wrong, and without a doubt decided to do what was wrong as a sign of rebellion. There were times that no one could influence me outside of myself. Fortunately for me I had several reality checks that quickly grabbed me and reminded me if I continued to be a knuckle head, then I would in fact be either begging for change, in jail, or dead.

...That's where 2010 picks up. I'm now 23 - I feel I no longer have any excuses. Life is harsh, yes - however you have to adapt and overcome. So if 2010 is anything like 2009, I definetly can't wait.

Final Thought: New Years Resolutions are more successful when they aren't shared with others.